BLURRY - ACOUSTIC

I wrote this song in the summer of 2017. At the time, I was working crazy hours at a new brewery in St. Louis trying to save up money for a move to Seattle. I was constantly exhausted and felt like I was losing myself to the bar culture that surrounded me. I was too disconnected to know what the fuck I was doing anymore, let alone know if my decisions were right or wrong. This song is my attempt at making any sort of sense in a time I felt like I was living out of focus.

BLURRY

We kiss

Say I’m sorry

You ask me why I stop

When I’m ahead

I worry

You never wanted me to begin with

I’m reaching for your hands

And caught in the air between

My heads feeling numb

From all the whiskey and nicotine

What happens if I let the wrong choices

Become the righteous parts of me

I fear that my bad decisions

Are making you BLURRY

You kill me in my sleep

I go to hell

Have peace

People know me

Intentions hard to tell

At least there’s a piece of me

Trying to sort it out

Say can you catch me

If I have one more

Sit quietly

Watch you stay

When you know you should’ve left before